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“I’m not sure whether it
is a situation where my body can’t handle both of these things going on at the
same time, and it’s waiting until one is over with before the other starts
again.”—quote from Medical Mayhem: The Saga Continues
It has taken quite a
while, but the worst part of my throat infection is starting to go away. My throat and behind my ears aren’t sore
anymore, but the cough is fighting to stay alive. It isn’t as bad as it has been, and it was
still pretty bad up to about a week ago.
Perhaps the statement that
I made before holds true because as soon as this began its’ major dissent, an
old ailment returned. It resurfaced this
past Monday. The congeal factor isn’t as
pronounced as it has been, but it is still some cause for worry. Charity care hasn’t budged on its’
stance. I’m not saying I’m going to give
up the fight, but it’s draining me to get highly worked up about it.
I finally got a chance to
go to the nutritionist, after trying to see one since January. It still doesn’t make sense for me to go to
one all the way in the Hopewell/Pennington area when there is a nutritionist in
the medical center I attend just a few minutes from the apartment.
However, the person there, which I have never
seen, has always rescheduled but either (1) Reschedules my reschedule or (2)
Doesn’t tell me she’s rescheduled and I arrive, only to find out she’s
rescheduled me. I think my last straw
hit in May when I came at 8:00 in the morning for my appointment at 8:30 for
them to tell me I had once again been rescheduled; I didn’t even get a phone
call, just the automated thing telling me my appointment was still a go as of
the Saturday before my appointment (my appointment was on the following
Monday).
The last time I saw my doctor
(not the new one I got shifted to, but the one I’d been seeing since
September), I told her about the trouble I’d been having just to see the
on-site nutritionist, so then they had to refer me to outpatient nutrition
meetings at the Hopewell/Pennington location.
I have to admit—that
location is a very nice one. You would
think you were at a spa resort rather than an actual hospital/medical
center. That is how fancy it looks.
The nutritionist there was
very nice and personable. The thing I
found refreshing about her is that she wasn’t telling me I had to totally
eliminate certain things, just to find ways to either decrease the intake,
substitute them, or just prepare certain meals differently. I told her I didn’t feel as if the BMI chart
was an accurate indicator at where I needed to be in regards to my weight. It might make some level of sense if my
breasts weren’t so massive. I explained
to her I felt discouraged because my last doctor (before the switch to the male
doctor, which I will elaborate on) had even suggested it was unfortunate I
hadn’t found any affordable insurance because then she could recommend me to
just have gastric bypass surgery to get me down to BMI levels. I didn’t even think I qualified for that, but
still, I’m not sure whether gastric bypass would be the answer. Considering my fallacy is that I’m not eating
enough times per day (I don’t get the memo…I feel hungry), so I don’t think
based on my BMI numbers alone would be enough to make me a good candidate.
The nutritionist was very
realistic and understood my concerns and how I felt. She doesn’t think I should be up for gastric
bypass just yet. She’s glad I have
started to exercise more, and she wants to see me in another three months to check
on my progress. The great thing is that
I can actually see her for free, even though before I was told I’d have to
apply for Charity Care (which I haven’t been getting anywhere with, as I’ve
reported before).
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Now, the breakdown as to
why I have a male doctor:
Well, back in May, there
was a notice out that the doctor I had been seeing, Dr. B. (I will abbreviate
because it’s too long to spell her name or pronounce it), would no longer be at
the clinic and all her patients who didn’t opt for other doctors would
automatically be transferred to Dr. F.
I did ask her why she would no longer be at the clinic.
She explained to me that she wanted to take
this teaching position as well as practice medicine, but she was informed if
she went down to part time on her medical duties that she wouldn’t be able
to hold on to her full time
benefits---that she had to do one or the other.
She opted for the other; it’s unfortunate when doctors can’t even hold
on to their benefits and put in positions where they have to choose.
Since my condition is classified as
controlled, I don’t have to go in for it or do any labwork pertaining to it
until next month. I haven’t seen the new
Dr. for my controlled condition but I did get a chance to see him as it
pertains to my throat infection.
I just
hope that he doesn’t perform the same fallacy of Dr. B. as it relates to being
so driven on results and not focused enough on the individual. I know, in the end, Dr. B. started to come
around after my emotional confrontation with her, but by that time, the damage
had been done.
More to come in the next
few months. May the next round of news,
particularly with my returning friend, be good news, which says, “I know what’s
causing you to come around but I know the very thing to make you permanently go
away.”
Peace.
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